Cold water
washes over the rocks
stirring leaf
and branch
moss and
sediment.
Everything at
the bottom
swells and
swirls into swift turmoil.
Frenzy has
left the poet
and leaps into
this stream
lending Spring
–
her pulse, her
power.
Near an oak,
her lover
lingers in
despair. His shadow
spreading over
the branches
like tarnish
over an old candelabrum.
Drained of
breath and light
he leans into
memory, the first
sighting of
his lost rapture.
She did not
appear in a garden
of blossoms or
a wood of vine-tangled roots
but on cliffs
overlooking the tide. Her long hair
the slanting
rain
his body
absorbed with a thirst
for inspiration;
and her figure gowned
in the blue of
slate and sea, its curves
holding
mysteries he hungered
to probe,
decipher. Magnetized
by her
presence, his tongue
drew words
from stone and grass,
sand and
river, star and cloud.
His jointed
fingers
turned to
lightning in seconds
inserting his
will in the ways
of fin and
wing, hoof and claw.
And though his
ancient name
meant fortress by the sea,
he became pregnable,
beguiled
by a force
that would render him
addicted to magic. Her spirit cast
into the
scrolls of his lungs – and locked
behind gates
of bone
until she unlatched
the cage
letting herself
loose. Now free
to stimulate
the thaw, possess another.
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Awen is a Welsh word for poetic
inspiration. In the Welsh tradition, awen
is the inspiration of the poet bards; or in its personification, the
inspirational muse of creative artists. The word literally means "flowing spirit" and defines spirit energy as the main flow or the
essence of life.
In this
poem, the name alludes to the seductive
muse, Nimue, who enslaved Merlin, the shaman/scholar from Arthurian folklore,
with her beauty and beguiling ways. Her
presence sends him into a state of rapturous frenzy that totally absorbs all
his senses and infuses him with the extraordinary powers of perception and
imaginative creativity. When she leaves him, he is both mentally and physically
depleted. His magic, his art, has been diminished to a lover's lament, a
longing for the one thing that allowed him to breathe and exist in a mundane
world. Taking artistic liberty, my version is
quite different from the original.
In the ancient
texts, Nimue was a beautiful, young
girl wanting to learn the ways of sorcery that were an inherent part of
Merlin's mind and heart. She deliberately seduced him and used one of his own
spells to entrap him in an oak where he was rendered invisible and could only
be heard by those who passed with a keen ear and mind. Namely, those who believed
in the supernatural. In some alternative versions of the tale, Nimue lured him into a cave and locked
him away forever. One of the most lyrical poems describing this view of the myth,
is a poem called "The Story of Nimue"
by Thomas de Beverley
Merlin, by
arts of Grammarie,
Had woven a
spell, right cunningly,
That his
mortal life prolonged should be.
Of herbs he had made an elixir quaint
To prolong his life, ere his years were spent;
But Fate hath frustrated his intent.
A chalice, he lifted in his hand,
To drink the elixir which fate had banned.
It fell and was spilt upon the sand.
"But," he thought, "it is not
as yet too late.
I will go at once, nor a moment wait;
Though the night be dark and the hour be
late."
Nimue knew of Merlin's guile;
How evil he veiled in a simple smile.
How his heart was laden with many a wile.
She had gone by night to a churchyard grey
And the herbs she had torn from the earth
away.
And Merlin will curse this evil day.
For the wizard will be appalled to think
That he is trembling upon the brink
Of the grave: Life's elixir no more he'll
drink.
Old he grew in a single night;
His limbs were palsied, his hair was white.
Helpless was he to set it right.
Nimue was a fairy maid,
In a Grecian garment of white arrayed.
And her hair was bound with a golden braid.
Black was her hair as ebony,
Her eyes the fairest a man might see,
Shining with magic mystery.
"Now," she cried, "is the hour
mine own,
As Merlin shall for his sins atone;
His power for evil is past and gone."
When Merlin crawled on his weary way,
The little children would pause at play
To jeer at the wizard, old and grey.
He sat him down by a hollow tree,
And unto him came Nimue.
She sat her down on the Wizard's knee.
Long had the dotard followed her;
Chasing the fair one, near and far.
"Nothing now my desire will bar."
He thought for her long white arms entwined
Round his shrunken neck; and the wanton wind
Blew her hair in his face; and she seemed
kind.
His shriveled lips upon hers were pressed;
His hands were fondling her warm soft breast;
As this lady weird he in love caressed.
He told her of many a subtle spell;
And, hearing his secrets her heart doth swell
As she cries, "O Merlin, I love thee
well!"
"I am thine for ever, for good or ill,
If the wish of my heart wilt thou fulfill.
If thou wilt obey me, thou hast thy
will."
" 'Neath yonder stone, hast thou said to
me,
Is a cave and only by grammarie,
From its mouth, that great stone moved may
be."
"But to me it seemeth impossible
That the stone could be lifted by any spell.
Raise it for me; for I love thee well."
Merlin arose with an air sedate,
To a certain doom, impelled by fate,
He openeth now the rocky gate.
"Further, I'll prove thee," then
said she,
"Enter this magic cave for me;
Shut thou the door, by grammarie."
"Then shall thou roll the rock away,
Proving thy power by this assay,
Thou shall stand again in the open day."
She spake, and the stone was rolled aside,
And the old man entered the cavern wide--
Besotted by love and by foolish pride.
Loud laughed the fairy Nimue:
She uttered some words of mystery,
No more shall that dark cave opened be.
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Even in the
opening lines of De Beverley's verse,
there is the reference to the magic of grammarie
or grammatical language. In Celtic and Druid tradition, language when
spoken, became an invocation, a prayer, a casting of a spell. It was the
release of the imagination's voice, a
messenger sent to embody the world with
song and prophecy. And so we come back to the idea of poetry being this gift,
this enabler of visionary insight. Awen is
the perpetual energy, the unstoppable muse that possesses the artist, at her
will, and allows for this to happen. She
becomes the individual's passion/
obsession to shape and form, to change and enlighten those around him. In
short, she is the breath of his creative being and furnishes his ability and
reason to create.
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