Friday, September 4, 2020

CAILEEN

Caileen

And the angel's body was bared, and he was clothed in light so that eye could not look on him; and his voice grew louder, ...and said: "I have learnt that all men live not by care for themselves, but by love."

                         Leo Tolstoy

The long, plaintive choirs

of holiness echo and stray

in the dim cavern of her soul

as she glances  far  away

toward the gray sea and recounts

the blue mantle and blonde hair

of a young prince she applied

to her heart with desperate care.

 

Her feelings were like skeins of silk

unraveling in shades of dread

and passion for a noble saint

she had taken to her bed.

Fresh linen and fresh virgin,

white blossoms and white moon

on a spring-laundered night

were all aligned  in rhythmic tune

when he gave her the  seed of his child.

 

A young prince forbidden by fate

to love; yet she was so loved

by The Archangel  incarnate.

Beautiful in his sheath of flesh

with the sharp edge of guilt slid inside,

he took the maiden for his mistress

and the quest for battle as his bride.


And when will you abandon me?

she would ask each evening by the flame

shattering loose her glossy hair

and baring her breast without sham

as she gave refuge to his tired head

The plastered walls were rustic and bright

like her simple gown of linen

canonizing  her figure in white.

And when will you abandon me?

He would just look beyond her face in prayer

closing his eyes to hear the sea

 while his fingers lingered in her hair --

so warm and wantingly

 

as he remembered the first glimpse

he caught of a girl wandering the wood

with flowers in hand and the green shade trembling

in a storm wind that drew back her  hood.

Her face turned slowly in the silver haze

toward the hill that stood beneath his armored frame;

and as she looked at his burning presence

he drew from her lips his ancient name

in a question that needed no response.

He nodded then asked her to reveal her own.

A wistful sound that echoed through the trees

and seemed to soften the cliff's rugged stone.

 

Burdened by duty and its pending deeds

he longed to rest  near a journey's end

and heard in those syllables cast from her tongue

a woman he wanted to have and pretend

his life was  mortal for a month or more --

a miniscule portion of time

but  wondered what her name might foretell

in its cadence that had no rhyme.

 

Caileen, Caileen, smooth-browed with the sweet

scent of wild violets around her head

put on the black-woven chain mail

of a slight warrior and fled

to the sea with many narrow ships.

There, she sought to be near the leader’s side

dressed in her ringed armor  as he fought ---

but the child quickening within her died;

and she lay in a gutter of blood.

 

Above her,  a tall solider with wings

laid his hands upon her raw womb

gentle as a harpist at his strings,

and begged forgiveness for them both.

Soon she awoke in a room of stone

with The Archangel on her window

of stained glass and the somber tone

of  bells herding in the shadows.

She lit the burnt candle near her cot

and grief cellar’d in her damp soul

as she knelt humbly in that spot.

It ripened like wine to partner the bread

of redemption she had yet to taste,

 

while outside darkness fell upon the hills

as smoothly as the veil to her waist.

And the moon loomed like a slender craft

beneath its bulging sail of cloud

as the wind became that pale-lipped boy

on The Bayeux  rug  blowing proud –

his mild horn of invasion.

The summer evening was coming ashore

and the monks chanting in their pew

made the world seem lonelier than before.

 

Now the long, plaintive choirs

of holiness echo and stray

in the dim cavern of her soul

as she looks toward a sea of gray.

And the ripped canvas of her heart

embroidered with threads of blue and gold

yearns to be tossed upon the wave,

dissolved in its spray of mist and cold

 

water stretching toward infinity. There

a sudden cross  on the horizon stands

formed by light and sky as she prays, thinking still

of  Michael  by her side with his slender hands 

clothed in sunlit rays.

 

Note :  The beautiful artwork is by fantasy artist, Liga Klavina. More of her fabulous work can be found here --

http://www.bleaq.com/2014/liga-klavina


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